Forsake the errant thought that kept me going
all these years of turbulent trials
failures, some....successes, a few.
Depth of life, including pain, heartache, betrayal, and fear
all bundled in a one page letter that is the death knell of my education.
This time I HAD to cry. I had to break down and sob incessantly for all the years of beating my head against the brick wall of academia.
My future is more than unclear now.
All I can do is rely on what I know.
There is no God.
God would have seen me through this. Disillusioned and dispassionate with all, I step out into a new world...a new road...and where it leads is anyone's guess.